Usually this kinda hate is reserved for greenies and babies and anythin that doesn't go by my standards but when what you are becomes what you hate, then what?
Im properly peeved with the way people have come to think. Thinkin for number one is what its all about these days it seems, surely we'd know thats not the way with all the wars and deaths and taxes flying around. As humans we are the only species that makes the same mistakes over and over again. If a rat gets its leg chopped off whilst walkin around It'll know not to go back there because at one point it experienced an excruciating pain and lost something dear to it because of it. We on the other hand dont think at all and thats just sad and stupid really.
Im not pleased with anythin right now. I have exams tomorrow and nothing is sinking in and thats just making me even more testy so every other little irritation is amplified to massive proportions and it bears the brunt of my hate, if i wasn't home alone i swear i would've murdered a child or two by now. I reckon we dont have any chance of being anything more than useless wastes of oxygen. We've broken nature, taken all the living space from animals, We've eaten all the food in the world, killed millions of polish people and we're still going around hurtin each other. Sure im not dropping bombs on my neighbours but its nearly the same thing if i were to go and slap them in the face. If i could i would take myself out of the whole human equation, i would become something completely disjointed, more powerful and more useful, at least then i wouldnt feel useless writing this post like all hope is gone for this silly thing we call life...
One day soon I'll stop gettin worked up over things but for now i like it, someone has to be bothered with the way things are going these days.
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